It’s humbling to think of how much can open up for me when I listen to the voice within and let go. The moment of letting go can be so painful it feels like we’re about to die. Who am I without this person, this job, this identity, the money, these people?
I get lost with the wind of change, enjoying the freedom of being weightless, but scared of where it’s taking me. Fear stretches out it’s arm to entice me to grab hold of who I was.
As darkness approaches and hopelessness prevails, a part of me wants to run far away, back to the shore, back to safety.
But as the wind blows and I go inside to find stillness, a whole new world awaits me.
“Where have you been?” The voice asks. “I’ve been waiting for you for so long.”
With open arms fate embraces the whole of my being, all of my wounded parts, there I feel safe and finally let go. I cry and scream until nothing is left but a clear canvas for my new reality.
I take a deep breath in as compassion gently approaches, trust and hope steps in too. Peace fills my whole body as I align myself with love, with source and all that is.
Here I am, nothing and everything at the same time, light and darkness, divine feminine and masculine, yin and yang.
I am the imperfect, perfection of the creative life force moving through me and with me, constantly evolving into waves of newness, rawness and truth.
I am the love lost and found, never gone for long and always within.
I am you and me in unity.
I am free.
Evolution happens within me.
I am what I see.
Love is me and I am it.
I am we.
– Maria Love Yoo
(I just found this piece while clearing my phone. It was saved 13:13 on the 13th of August 2018)